-25.

145 again.

didnt see my boo today. frowneeyyy.

im gonna do some crunches.
i dont feel like doing anything else.

i want to see my baby.

we've only been dating a week.
but it feels like so much more.
i think im falling head over heels.
and i dont know how to stop it.
and i dont know if i like it.

later..

what ive had today:
-hot pocket = 330.
-bits of tomatoes, pretzels, apple = 110.
-vegetarian quesadilla = 450.
total: 890.

hung out with R from 3-7ish.
then hung out with my boo and his brother.

i reaaaallly like him.

i want to get in shape for him and his skinny ass.
haha. xP

loves. (:

-26.5. SHHIITT.

146.5.

kill me.

i ate so much because i was sad and worried cuz of my boy.

i went to the gym yesterday too. which is why im confused.

oh well. ill just run 2 miles today and do a bunch of crunches.

yesterday i did 100.

i think ill do the same today.

i say this as im about to eat a hot pocket.

that 330 cal of fml.

BUT. there is salad leaves in the fridge and ill just eat those the rest of the day.

okay, good plan. bye. (:

-25.

woke up, weighed meself.
145.
AIGGHHTT.
i never thought id get here.
haha. i have a bit left to go. (:

i gots myself a new boy.
hes so much better than d.
his name startes with a z.
he's mah boo. (:

and that is all,
beeteedubs.
ive been eating like shit lately.
and i think im starting to get fat skinny.
so i need to get myself to the gym.

-25.5

wooot.
just weighed myself.
145.5

to tell you the truth... was NOT expecting this.

i have been quite active lately.
on account that i refuse to believe summer is over.

but idk.

like its hell to go to school and not have one of those damn cookies.
but those cookies are 800 calories.
and thats fucking... INSANE.

on a more personal note,
since D got back together with his ex.
i have found someone new.
well actually, he isnt new.
ive wanted to kiss him for a while.
haha. so thats what i did last night.

i hope everyone out there trying to lose weight
is doing well.
and to everyone else,
i hope youre doing well too.

ive been really good since last saturday,
and yesterday i was feeling chill, stressed, and on edge.
all at the same time. haha.
so someone thought that he'd relax me. :D
it worked.

and for some reason i woke up at 630 today.
i just laid in bed for 20 minutes then took a short walk.
now its 724. and i must be going.

bye. (: