Sunday, September 26, 2010

i REFUSE to be up a weight notch. REFUSE.

although i havent slept i decided to fuck it and weigh myself.
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD IDEA.


....149.

DUHN DUHN DDUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHN.

fml.

last time i ate was 530 am.
and i had the other half of my dinner.

im thinking for the rest of today i have.... 500 cal?
that sounds good.
and lots of water.
that way when i weigh myself tomorrow i wont want to kill myself.

i gained 3 pounds from my birthday excursion.
and the only person i can blame is myself.
ugh. im disgusted with myself.

and to make it worse.
yesterday my mom said...
you know over the course of this fall break.
[[i had a break this week.]]
your cheeks have gotten bigger.

F.
M.
L.

NEXT GOAL IS FOR HALLOWEEN.
in exactly 5 weeks is all hallows eve.
i will weigh myself tomorrow and see what i have to work with.
i would like to be at least 140 by then.
if not, lower.
either 140 or 8 pounds, whichever is lower tomorrow.

0/35.

1 comment:

  1. Listen, and listen good. It looks like you have a clear choice here - do you want to look like a pumpkin on halloween? No, I didn't think so.

    Sorry if this seems harsh, but I'm forever thinking that I wish bloggers would give me a kick up the ass sometimes, and I was contemplating whether or not anyone else felt the same. So aye <3

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thank you for being lovely today.