Thursday, November 18, 2010

i dont have any friends,
and no one loves me.

im lost,
im broken,
i hurt,
i just dont know.

im afraid of what im going to do,
i cut more than before,
and it scared me.

i cant tell anyone,
i have to tell someone.

i have to get through the day,
but i cant...
i cant.
i cant do this anymore.

i cant.
i need help,
i dont want help.
i need someone.

3 comments:

  1. *huugs!*
    I would ask if you are ok...but it's obvious your not.
    Please don't do anything rash, please please please.

    Someone loves you, even if it doesn't feel like it. And I know it seems like it's the end of the world and everything sucks but things WILL get better, you will eventually be happier, or even happy. Might be a few months, might be years... when I was your age I thought my life would never get better & sure days still suck and I still get depressed, but things are MUCH better...for the most part.

    I really hate cutting. I used to do it and I promise you will regret it. I have scars on me and get so embarrassed by them. It only takes the pain away temporarily. Could you possibly find another way to channel your anger/emotions? Its hard to stop i know, but it's worth it.

    I really hate reading you feel like this, I see a lot of myself in you when I was your age. I hope you are okay, or will be okay. Hang in there girl, things will get better, life is worth living I promise.

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  2. im so sorry ufeel so low,
    i wish i could just hug u and all your pain will go away, but i know that will not help.
    Someone loves you, infact i bet alot of people love you. I love you! your so inspiring for me and all your kind words on comments you leave me make me smile, your going to feel okay soon, it might take a while but i know that you are strong and you will get to the place you want to be, in the mean time just stay strong, and you have loads of followers that love you! and im here if you want to talk I do relate you in what you post xxx

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  3. Oh pet.
    I know that feeling. It's the worst in the world.
    I hope you're feeling better now.
    No mater how mad you think something is just take comfort in knowing that something better WILL happen.
    Stay strong lovely.
    XX

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thank you for being lovely today.