i have only lost ten pounds this semester, and that is unacceptable.

but im starting this beginning well.
slightly higher than i would like: 141,
but starting well nonetheless.

intake:
egg white (17) + clementine (35) = breakfast (52)
salad (100) + andes candy (26) = lunch (126)
5 bowties (25?) + halved quesidilla (100) + half yogurt (40) = dinner (165)
soup (60) + 1.7 oz fish (40) + clementine (35)= supper (135)
exercise:
ballet for 1 hour (-250)
walking (-100)
net:
478 cal-350 cal=
128 cal.

im really proud of myself today.
i turned down a couple of things,
well not "turn down" but see...
there was cake in the fridge this morning, i decided i didnt need it.
my friend gave me a candy cane and a gummy, i gave it away.
fudge was given to me in my last period class, i politely took it, wrapped it in a napkin, and gave it to the boy who drove me home.
i did however give into 5 bowties (pasta), but that was all.
and then! i looked into my brothers room... oh my gosshh! you cannot imagine the loads of chocolate that were there. i just said... "wow... but i dont need this, and it's his."

later, i trudged to ballet in the below freezing weather due to my fathers lack of car.
i think i have mentioned this on many occasions, but i hate being the fattest one in the room, and every week at ballet that is the way it works. it makes me feel so bad about myself. :/
and then i was given a candy cane, which i proceeded to give to my brother.

my other brother than proceeded to ask me if i wanted the chocolate i saw in his room, which i said no to, while eating a clementine.

life is lovely.

good luck to all you lovely ladies! you can reach your goals!

thank you for reading.