questions.

my mother keeps asking me when i got my period last,
i normally dont keep track of this,
but she got me all worried,
to be honest, i dont think i got it in november...
did i in october?

this morning kind of discouraged me,
i know its because i at a lot the night before at midnight,
to prepare myself for the fast im (unofficially) doing.
well, now i guess its official since i announced it.
this morning i weighed: 139.5-140. the number kept changing.
but then tonight: 137.5 :D
im waiting until tomorrow for an official number,
but i love fasting,
although i feel tired and like shit,
for the most part im happy. (:
(yay for lowest ive been in years!)

**edit: i just weighed myself again... 139.
fucking torture, i hate this. i better be lower tomorrow,
or i might kill someone. jk... maybe.**

i think im gonna skip out on lunch tomorrow,
and do some homework in the library. woot.

my goal this fast is above 39.
im going for 40-42.
because i have dance tomorrow night...
and fainting there would not be grand.

23 hours down, 17 to go.


sofia.